Moving on & leaving things undone ➡️ have you ever been through something without being able to put words on it until this day when you read /listen to someone who put the exact words on your situation? That’s what happened to me yesterday when I listen to The Red Table Talk with Alicia Keys.
I love, I need order. Order, not in the sense that things are organized; rather in the sense that things make sens.
When relationships are clear, with a beginning and an end. When the grieving also has a beginning and an end.
I hate the in between. Situations where things aren’t completely said, completely expressed. Those situations where puzzle pieces are missing, where we leave and come back… Only to leave again and come back better.
So until very recently, I used to systematically stay until the end. Until everything was clear, everything was said. Because once I leave, I never come back. Not because I am resentful… but rather because I am in peace.
2019 has been the year when I have had to learn to move on, and leave some things undone. When I’ve had to accept that some situations, some relationships are way too complicated, way too heavy. That it is nor for me to decide the moment when answers will come. They are here but for when? Only God knows.
So meanwhile, I am learning to continue to laugh, to love, to build, while letting a little place in my heart for these unsolved cases; these stories with no ending, these questions with still no answer.